lol @ the last post. and what's happened since then.

eight months. fuck our lives.

On this day at 10:21pm,

Goal #6 is officially impossible.

sorry laura, wasn't doing me any good with the amount of physical activity i have going on.

its been awhile..

please watch this.

fuck you.

if you dont want to come to mine, why dont you just fucking say it. asshole.

so fucking drama.

break over :( 

Titanic,

is making me depressed. what's with ch27 and their damn chick flicks today .

where is all this pent-up aggression coming from .

why is fio such a prick?

she talked our principal (who was so excited) out of letting us perform the Expressions piece for the school. why? apparently because: the hype for this is over, our performance wont be the same as it was that night, the people who want to see it should have gone and bought a ticket. really? and she's always complaining about how she always fights for the arts and that we need it more here in our school. bullcrap. 

i want to perform.

last night,

i stayed up until 3 in the morning to finish the annotated bibliography for my soc conference. if i were a normal teenager, i would have been able to go home early and not have had to stay up so late. but no, i am crazy and stay at school until 6pm rehearsing, even though i had been feeling weak the whole day. tomorrow is expressions. i will be at the living arts center from 8 in the morning to probably 11 at night. i know i will be exhausted, yet again, at the end of the night. but there's more! the following day is thinkfast, which means no food for me until saturday morning. yay. oh and let's not forget about work on the weekend.

i think i have too much on my plate.

dance w/ mel + mary

rip offs >=/

COUSCOUS WITH VEGETABLES

oh yeah, and fucking chicken broth >=/ fuckers.

i hate you.

you fucking liar.

at the end of dinner .

"well if he doesnt work over time, he gets off at three"
"i know"
"so he'll get home at 3:30"
"i know"
"so you wont be done by then"
"yeah, so he can go to the school for 5"
*scoff*
"that IS what the car is for"
*scoff*
"that IS why you buy a car, to drive people"
"well we're not just drivers"
"well you ARE our parents"
"well we have to pay bills"

HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE.

i need a new job.

i arrived two hours late for work this morning. because i didn't work last week, i didn't see the schedule, but i just assumed that i would, as i have been the past how many months, work the 2:30-11 shift. but no, i was scheduled for 6:30-1:30 today. so sarah calls me at 8:15 in the morning asking where i am, and yadda yadda yadda. WTHECK?! arghhh. ALSO, my supervisor comes in on saturdays to do the deposit stuff, and she's real nice and everything, but she can be such a pain sometimes. she's always on your case about something. she makes us all feel so stupid. oh, i worked with Audie for the first time today, who i thought was a girl for the longest time. lmfao

i think this is my first ever ranting blog.
kay, no more hopefully. BYE.

i hate you so much sometimes.