what started out bad, came out good.

I woke up not feeling my best. I mean waking up 5:30 every morning is not exactly the best way to start off your day with energy, with a bang - you're just way too sleepy at that time. But I was doing fine all week. Except for today. (It might have something to do with the cold - its always harder to get up in the winter.) I dragged myself out of bed and went through the motions. Blah blah blah.

The caffe mocha I ordered didn't taste as good as it usually does, and so that made me a bit grumpy. Modern class, I just had no energy. Felt like I weighed 200 pounds and I just couldnt do anything to shake it off. Funny thing though, while we were doing our little warm-up walks, the knot on my halter of my body suit came undone - I dont know how - but GOOD thing I was wering a sweater on top. Can you imagine..? Anyway.

Grabbed lunch at Blooms and Berries because Amanda insisted. And I'm very glad I agreed. The food is actually pretty good. And the fruits! Jummy.

FACS was boring and ridiculous as usual. I'm really not taking to Professor Robert Gill. The video about artist Gabriel Orozco was pretty cool though. Headed off to the tutorial at 1ish, and got started soon enough. I like the TA - better than the prof actually. Funny. Anyway, we went through last week's reading, and it seems as if nobody really read it through - and if they did, they defs didnt understand a word of it aside from maybe 2 or 3 people. Wow, this class is going to be AWESOME. whole year course too. Just great. Just peachy.

After the tutorial, I went with Tianna and Rina while they grabbed food across the street. Hung out in the change room, and headed on up to the studio soon after. While waiting in the hall, we met this girl Katarina(?) in 2nd, who was auditioning as well, and she scared the crap outta me. You know those people who really loud and obnoxious and intense? Like no-holds-barred intense? YEAH. That was her. Anyway, the audition got started after we filled out our schedule sheet and took our mugshot. It was pretty fun actually. Had a few errs here and there, but who didnt. Kind of wish we did stuff like that in our modern class. Oh and HotAsian wasn't one of the choreographers. I kind of hoped he would be, even though I got a bit nervous when he was hanging around in the room before the audition started.

Got home around maybe 7? and 30 minutes later, I get a call from a girl named Ashley telling me I got chosen :) YAY! We're supposed to meet at Second Cup in campus tomorrow, so we'll see how everything goes. Really excited about this! AND now, I have something to invite Mr Chin to :D

Later days folks.

day one of university.

today i embark on my four year long journey in this institution that is costing me at least $6000 every year. york dance, be good to me.

i had an emotional breakdown infront of my writer's craft teacher today.

yes, the one i am in love with. not because it would be the last time i saw him or anything silly like that. it was because he did something really nice for me, that he really didnt have to. and yknow when people do something nice for you and you just cant help but get emotional? yeah. it was something like that. we talked for a good while in his classroom after exam review day was done. and he calmed me down and it all worked out. he's amazing. i'm not going to say he changed my life or anything grandiose like that, but i will say: he affected it. because he did. thank you. ♥

Commencement Ceremony

at Versailles Convention Centre.
(got the principal's award and dance award)

It's official. I'm done high school.

OSAP

Mr Patzwald's Tree

so much work,

yet i'm not panicking. interesting.
the next two weeks are going to be just peachy.

laura's back :)

Grease 2009

ENROLLED + YU CARD

i've been drinking coffee quite a bit these past two weeks.

I CLICKED ACCEPT.

totally shouldnt loaft on this soc paper, but i know i will anyway.

so productive today. with the studying, the test, the paragraphs, the other nomination stuff, the soc assignment, the french ticket.. quite proud of myself :) pat on the back.

possibility? :)

http://www.bluefly.com/BCBGMAXAZRIA-taupe-pleated-jersey-ruffled-detail-dress/cat340122/300893801/detail.fly

break over :( 

Sonnet LXXXIX

The Love Poetry of Pablo Neruda

When I die, I want your hands on my eyes:

I want the light and the wheat of your beloved hands

to pass their freshness over me once more:

I want to feel the softness that changed my destiny. 

I want you to live while I wait for you, asleep. 

I want your ears still to hear the wind, I want you

to sniff the sea's aroma that we loved together,

to continue to walk on the sand we walk on.

I want what I love to continue to live,

and you whom I love and sang above everything else

to continue to flourish, full-flowered:

so that you can reach everything my love directs you to,

so that my shadow can travel along in your hair, 

so that everything can learn the reason for my song.

alvaro is my prom date :)

Cabot Expressions on Mississauga News :D

this is making me ponder about whether or not it was a mistake to drop french.